Friday, October 30, 2009

Gift o' the Blarney


What can Playboy of the Western World teach us about our big question on identity?



  1. The idea of SELF is influnenced by place, people, and circumstance! Christy does not realize his penchant for storytelling or his capability to be a compelling and worthy man in his own right until he is in a new enviornment with new people, under the right circumstances. Under a new moon with a fresh start apart from his old past, Christy is able to showcase his artistic and sensitive sides in an atmosphere that has less scorn. Because people are passionate about him and interested in him, they allow Christy to be passionate and interested in his own qualities.

  2. Identity is easily changed, based on perception. Pegeen's love for Christy waxes and wans due to the way he is percieved; he shifts, in her eyes, from a celebrity of sorts to the man who loves her to a common farmer to a playboy!

  3. This changing concept of identity must stop and remain constant for the INDIVIDUAL to create a joyful state of being. When Christy finally realizes his own potential to be a storyteller and embraces the idea of roaming and seeing the world, he steps into his own identity and finds happiness, apart from the wills and whims of others' who's opinions had once mattered so much. Conversely, Pegeen succumbs to the pressures of her society, burns Christy's leg, and ultimately loses his love, denying her chance for a life of imagination and love beyond her small town. She does not reach the state of the identity she has always dreamed about, and instead remains trapped and stagnant.

Monday, October 12, 2009

"i (i) nothing (no thing) am (am)."


i
am
nothing
edgar
i
nothing
am
nothingamedgar
edgariedgar
no---thing
i
am

(there
is
method in this madness we are more than we might seem the ripeness is all
LOOK UP MY LORD

bastard
son
i
ll
i
get
i
mate
leg
i
ti
mate
i
edmund
am
nothing
edmund
blood
nothing

my name is EDGAR and i am a
son of Gloucester

my name is EDMUND and i am
the
other
son of Gloucester

born in wedlock

born out of wedlock

i am we are the son THE sons of Gloucester
(cainabelcain the difference of three letters)

bound by blood
and sep(edgar)rat(edmund)d by lack of purity

(no (less in dignity am i edmund no less for the ceremony of my birth) thing)

fatherfatherfatherfather
from my mother
from my mother
why did you
MY mother
why?

the lands the wealth the fame my brother
brother
edmund
brother
mine

legitimate
edgar
legitimate
god smile on bastards
god
my brother

EDMUND
D
G
A
R

the difference of four letters
ededgarmund
why?

life has worth is worth worthwhile suffering is not just pain is not just my father blind
my father
bleeding rings
my father
MY BROTHER
my blood no greater than yours brother
and if it is
it has brought me only pain

blood blood
not enough of it
find me blood legitimate find me blood spilled life blood
my life
not worth a life dirty
bastard son
whoreson
dirty
more
blood
blind the fool
the fool is blind
bloodbloodblood

THE SINS OF THE FATHER
BEGAT
THE SINS OF THE SON

oh edmund, (if you but look up, my brother) my brother
what have you done?